My tattoo

U can say that it was a coincidence...
I say it was fate...
In the week I got out of my parents´s house for the first time
I became obsessed with Celtics knots
I found the symbol for motherhood and freedom
And the only thing I could think about was marking that on my skin
Few days latter I decided to look for a tattoo shop
Didn’t like the first one
I told my brother what I wanted to do
He gave me an old, ripped business card from a tinny tattoo shop
I went there the same day
The owner was an American guy
Irish descendant
With countless Celtics knots on his body
One week latter I got out of the shop with a new mark, a new obsession and two new friends.


The "heart" means motherhood
Wings for freedom
they were made based on the knot for woman
In the wings u find the trifecta, the balance between mind body and spirit
I like to read it like a Phrase
A wish to God
To have freedom and balance to be the mother I can and want to be

And for those how said is wrong to have a tattoo, that our body is a temple to God I said
If we can decorate our churches with Flowers and paints, why can I decorate my body?

New tricks

A/N : long and crappy!!!

You´re taunting me
You are learning what I like
Making things more interesting
Making everything just finally right
When you listen, sparkles fly
You know where to hit
Where to flick
Where to bite
Keep listening and all will be fine

You keep asking where I learnt my tricks
I know you are impressed and maybe a little freaked
But baby you can relax, ´cause don´t cheat

I learnt it all third handed and you can too
Between fandon, porn and books
I don´t need no guy to keep me hooked
To use everything I learnt
I want you as my guinea pig
Give you pleasure is my only high
Only you can make me fly

Using my imagination
And little’s girls dirty fairy tales
To feel the rush that my body is aching for
When I miss these feelings that were lost in time
I look deep everywhere I can
To find the emotions that allows me to fell alive
Pleasure, love and pain
All is valid, all is gain
Looking forward to leave this numb state of mind
Waiting for the next adventure to move on with my live.

Solo en sentir tu cuerpo
Temblando de placer bajo el mío
Me hace querer tenerte
Dentro de mí.

Tus labios suaves
Caminando sobre mi piel
Tus manos y dedos
Jugando con el indebido
Haciendo q el pecado
Sea deseado y placentero

Entre mis sonidos de aprobación
Tu voz en mi oído
Haz q sea yo la q tiemble
La q se excite
La que pida por más

En este baile de sentidos
Gustos y complacencia
En el último compás
Se llega a la perfección
Conjunta y total
Que hace alcanzar el cielo
Y sentir el calor del infierno
En una nota final perfecta.

Déjate llevar por mis sonidos
Déjate encantar por mis sonrisas y caricias,
Déjame llevarte al paraíso
Déjame hacerte sentir como nunca has sentido

Si Confías en mí, entrégate
Sigue el movimiento de mis caderas
Cierra tus ojos y concéntrate
Déjate sorprender por lo que no esperas.

Si me prometes que vas a dejarte llevar
Te prometo guiar por los más sabrosos de los caminos
Relaxate y confía en mis instintos
Que te levare al desconocido
Déjame hacerte sentir como nunca has sentido

la busqueda

Cigarros y dedos
para satisfacer
su obsesión oral
las manos juegan con anillos
ansiando tocar la piel
su mente recuerda
la excitación de un primer beso
del cambio cumplice de miradas
que antecipan el toque de labios
el corazón que late deprisa
haciendo la respiración corta
y la mente que vuela
entre el sabor y el aroma

Pero ella
limitada y prohibida
juega con su mente
para sustituir lo que
su cuerpo le pide a gritos
y en su búsqueda por
la mas perfecta
onda de sentimientos
le miente a su mente
engaña sus sentidos y
busca en sus recuerdos
la mejor manera de
alimentarse de la droga que la vicia.

Estupida e inocente

Por que extraño esta sonrisa ?
Por que piensar en tus dulces labios me trae alegria?
Por que el recuerdo de tu piel en mis dedos me trae nostalgia?
Por que te sigo escriviendo poesias ?

Me siento estupida e infantil
cuando deseo lo que sin querer me diste
sin intension y sin alvo
la mirada que me hacia llegar alto

saber que importava
saber que me deseava
saber que por un segundo hicimos parte
fuimos uno

me senti especial
me senti enamorada
no lo esperava
no sabia que aun podia sentirme asi
no sabia que eso aun vivia en mi

y cuando todo se acabo
aun atada a alguns sentimientos
que en mi nacieron
me quedo
estupida e infantil
colgada al hilo de esperanza
que me hace extrañar tu sonrisa
piensar en tus labio
recordar tu piel
y seguir escreviendote posias.

Octubre 2004

1
Dói nao conseguir encarar o mundo
Dói estar no escuro
Dói fingir ser forte
Dói nao poder chorar
Eu nao quero mudar
mas se precisar mudo
mudo para nao precisar te esquecer
mudo para tentar crescer e
deixar a dor pra tras
Estou disposta a ser a garota sorridente
que nao chora, nao reclama, nao sente
nao quero ser aquela que só mente
mas sim aquela que sofre silenciosamente


Duele no lograr encarar el mundo
Duele estar en el oscuro
Duele pretender ser fuerte
Duele no poder llorar
Yo no quiero cambiar
Pero si necesario cambio
Cambio para no nececitar olvidarte
Cambio para intentar crescer y
dejar la dolor hacia atras
Estoy dispuesta a ser la chica sonriente
que no llora que no siente
no quiero ser aquella que solo miente
pero si la que llora silenciosamente


2

As sombras passam pelo meu rosto
As Lagrimas tambem
Quero me isolar, nao ver ninguem
O silencio se apossou de mim totalmente
As palavras estão presas na minha mente
o orgulho partido,
falsidade no sorriso
medo de ser ferido
e pela traição ser surpreendido
olhos fechados
punhos cerrados
para encarar o mundo
com um grito mudo

Las sombras pasan por mi rostro
Las lagrimas Tambien
Quiero estar sola, no ver a nadie
El silencio esta en mi completamente
Y las palabras estan presas en mi mente
el orgullho herido
falsidad en el sonriso
miedo de ser herido
y por el engaño ser sorpreendido
ojos cerrados
puños cerrados
para encarar el mundo
con un grito mudo

Renovacion

Hay que mirar el pasado, sin perderse en el futuro

Mi antiguo BLog Angel_Sad que me acompaño por 4 años hoy muerre...pero habian buenas poesias alla...las que mas me gustan yo pasare aca poco a poco

no que nadie lea...pero transformarse es siempre bueno!!!!

Soy un objeto
me disfrutaste
y me botaste

Soy un objeto
de tu deseo
y satisfaccion

Soy un objeto
de placer
y consuelo

soy el objeto
q dejaste tirado
olvidado
dolido
y castigado


tu muñeca inflable
tu pisicologa de cajetilla
tu diario
lo q fuera necesario
pero siempre
desechable
descartable

soy el objeto
que oculto bajo la cama
e aun disponible
espera ser recordado
y utilizado una vez mas.

Tongs, ears, necks, sex
no feelings, all feelings
pretending i care

i fake
u fake
but, ¡who cares!

U use me
and i let it
i like it
dont u forget it

u`r mean
i`m mean
this just means
ive had change

sex just for sex
¡boys! always the same
i take adventage
just cause i can

i thoutg that i was over u
but know i think that i still luv u
but i don´t know if i want to

half post


half post
been happy in the best way i know how, bad influence, good influence, no influence at all!!!

momento reeeeeeeeeeeeeemo

Siempre supe, que no me querías
Siempre supe, que un día el juego perdería el fuego
Siempre supe, que eso terminaría un día
Y quien sabe algo de la amistad quedaría
No es que yo no quiero, de lo contrario
Lo quiero mucho y quiero a ti
Pero seria egoísta de mi parte
Tentar hacerte perder tiempo
En una relación destinada a la separación
Por eso te dejo escoger
O mejor, te recuerdo que tienes la elección
De ser totalmente libre
Para que puedas seguir tu vida
Y tú camino.
Siempre supe, que serias alguien especial
Siempre supe, que de habría dejarte ir

Your flesh in my flesh

Your sweat in my skin

Your voice in my ear

Calling my name

Strong and vigorous

You know what I like,

Even when I’ve never told you

You reach perfection not once, but twice

Making my legs weak

Invading my dreams and

Invading my thoughts

You left my body asking for more

I can feel your arms around me
Going up and down
Your hands touching my curves
Skin on skin
Your voice in my ear
Your lips playing as they go
From my mouth, through my neck
Trying to get into my cleavage
Making me crazy
I can hear u breathing
I can hardily move my chest
I say NO over and over again
Not just to you, but to myself
And again
Lips playing, hands touching, voices whispering
And hearts beating,
Yeah, I still can fell u
12.9.08

How something so wrong can feel so incredible good?
How can your lips make such an impression on mine?
When you pulled me in your direction
I could feel my heart beat feaster
I couldn’t think and all I wanted in that moment
was to put my lips close to yours and feel
that rush of emotions going through my body
In the begging was just a crush
but now it’s getting stronger,
Could I maybe falling in love?
Or am I enchanted by your eyes,
by your lips
by your smile
by you?
30.8.08

And there they where again
In their very secret and very public meting place
Holding hands, connected eyes, cups of coffee
That she paid, he paid, doesn’t really matter
Who watch doesn’t know why the synchrony is so perfect
Is chemistry
Pure simple chemistry
In a perfect mix with matching personalities,
A little bit of flirtation
And a, newborn, strange, and soon to be strong friendship
[22.8.08 1:28 AM

Holding her hand, he said he just wanna to enjoy her a little
She’s confuse but doesn’t matter, at a glimpse of his smile, she forgets everything
She forgets the coffee getting cold in the table
And even the problems that she had left at home
She just looked at his smile and tried really hard not to focus on his lips
And on how much she wanna to kiss then
She knows how impossible that was, and she knows that he knows
So they continue playing games
Smiles, hugs, words,
The right words at the proper moments
This great friendship with little touches of flirt
(Or big ones)
Nothing too risk, nothing too dangerous, nothing too wrong
Nothing that could risk the chemistry or other important things
So they continue being friends
As she continues trying not to look at his lips while he smiles.
26.7.08